new revolution

after fail few test, baru lah aku sedar its worsen la beb..!! giler ar..im not gonna let it be just like tis..
last half way of tis sem, aku tingkatkan revolusi mencapai tahap impak maksima..

at the same time i try to get enough rest n sleep.. go find myfrens tht can gv me a help in mystudies.. make sum revision everyday..finish my assgmnt earlier,so i wont be so stress when due date is around..gv few more focus on maths..studies tht need reading, i'll make sure i gv sumtime for it also..

exam every saturday,so i dun hv chance lepaking outside..i try to stay at campus, so i hv sumtime to cover things tht i left for whole week..really miss mynephew,anaqin..the reason im goin back serdang..but its abt 3weeks left..i'll try to make it usefull..kurangkan cc..kurangkan lepak bilik member..solat dahulukan..use time wisely..sistematik dlm kerja..perrrghhh..seems like poyo je bila aku ckp bende2 ni..bt seriusly ni lah tips yg aku cuba terapkan dlm rutin seharian..

lagi satu..amanah..amanah parents aku..tht terms keep reminds me why i hv to be in this place now..huh i hope it last longer hahahah... i do hope tht ppl around me, wil help me, to remind me.. tht my revolution is sumthing..tht inthe future, will be myeverything..

insyaAllah.

wat a life..bz n free..comes n go..

its 2 weeks before exam..i got alot of quizes n assgmn tht the due date is just around the corner..plus 4 midterm exam..wat a hell before mid sem break!

now im in holiday hell men its wonderful..even just spend it at home doin nothing..watching tv, makan, surfing internet.. i think it greater than staying at uia...ahhahhaha!

on mon,maths quiz, tue com2 and tenet quiz..wed maths 3rd quiz.. thurs holiday..friday tenet midterm exam..saturday english midterm exam..!! fcuk ooff i cant believe im doin tis successfully..

its like a heaven for a while in saturday til next saturday..last sunday, i went to mid valley 'again' n again..tis time to gv a support to mysis in law..she is in 8finalist mummy gorgeous..waw..heh wat a wonderful..8finalist mami gorgeous seriusly hot!

mon..tue..wed..lallalala...nothing special..i wish to wake up sumday n jump to sumthing new..not at the same place where i owes feel its not too late to do thing tht i wanted to..

cant wait to see is there any guy tht suitable for me out there..??? hahhahahaha i hope so..waahhhh scare to think im gonna be single n nvr mingle..donwanna be kera...well.... hei he is coming....!!

September 06, 2006 | Permalink

It was a bad day..

hell man it was a bad day...guess wat =(
on thursday i lost my pen drive which all of
myassignment is inside n im abt to pass up to
mylecturer...i lost it, hell!!! then de day before i just gv
the laptop to myfren to reformat it..coz the virus can
no longer stay inside,its keep eating the sofware..then
how can i explan it to my lecturer?

i plan to go out wit myfrens n hv sumfun on
saturday...i just realize on friday i lost my wallet!!!!!!!
n all mycash money r inside!!!!! bulllsheyt...


wateva it is,as a promise i still spend time go out wit
my frens la, they spend me the ticket for muvi..heheh
pa guna kwn kan...time susah...then guess wattt
nexxxxttt!!!!

on saturday... i transforming myclothes at the
toilet..then myhp fall into the lubang tandas........ palui
man!!! then it doesnt work at all..i lost all the
contacts..which i owes save the num in phone
memory...huhuuuuuhuhuhuuhuhuhuhu...


in the muvi, boleh2 pulak coke yg besar tu tumpah on
me....its my new shirt...!!!!!! xdpt diselamatkan my
clothes basah kkuyupppppp!!!! imediately afte the
muvi finish i ran to nearest shop to buy new one..the
nearest shop, no such thing like survey for nicest
one...huhuhuhuhuhu then i bought one shirt n change
it at the toilet..huh don xpect me to wear wet shirt to
hang around in the
crowd..huhhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuuhuhuhhhuhu



its hell man..im so sad...it was a bad day...
feels like daniel powter dedicated his song 'bad day'
for me..

and its remind me abt the lindsay lohan latest muvi "just myluck"..
but i wonder wheres myluck had been gone while i havent kiss any guy..Hell..


~~Bad Day~~
Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to gray
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee you go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces every time
And I don't need no carryin' on

Because you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Will you need a blue sky holiday?
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on

You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day


Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong

Xtreme and adventure to find schedule..

Oh man..Its seriously buat aku bengang...since monday lagi tunggu time table for 6subjects tak settle2.. asyik clash,clash,clash.. can u magine its 28 hours in one week..mampus laa aku nk study cemtu..14 credits maaa...adoi2.. tis morning i got class, i got class every 8am!! u noe wat is 8..?? its too early, tht is! then i went to science dept, ict dept, irk dept,..adusss... afta dis hv to go back to tis 3 place tau!!!! then one more arabic dept..now i take rest 3ominutes la.. i cant stand tis crowd ok!!! everyplaces full wit ppl..n at the same time i try to be frenly la, got so many junior still donoe the venue around campus, sempat lagi aku conduct campus tour individually...hehehhe...
i hop settle la prob schedule yg clash ni, n hop tis evening i'll be free n hv enuf time to prepare myself coz i wanna settle all thing earlier, n hope i can change myself to be better, start wit chnge mybody clock first..sleep early,wake up early, all the thngs early.. coz i got clss 8am EVERYmorning.. gile gile...ok i got to go now..i lay out sum of burden in myhead.... alhamdulillah... Wslm

Crowded in new sem..

U cant imagine how crowd mycampus in new sem..its seriously sucks..how many new student in this intake..?? till have to open one of the guys college for girls..haiyaaa its seriously pack..i heard tht in my college, theres no more even 1 free bed...no free bed at all..?? its seriously full..!! how abt 2nd n 3rd intake..why in this badge, ppl seriously interested to choose to go to uia...weehhh xpyh la ndak best punn....adduuuu its almost 4000 student in this new intake tau!!! aaaarrggg mannn! its crowd almost everyplace, cafe, lectures building, departments, registration place, halls, even toilet!! hurmmm... wat next?? i hope everything wil be fine so soon...i cant stand tis situation...

first day registration course, only english group jek dpt section...then department not yet finishing schedule n group...means stil got atleast one day free..hehehe.. its not easy to wake up early since my body clock changed oredi..i hop i manage it soon as posible..i got to sleep now..ZzZzZZz

its a final game for world cup fifa germany 2006..mycampus crowded odi with ppl..adduuhhhh susahnya nk bernafas wehhh...then we were wonder where we goin to watch the final match...its sucks isnt it..then me n myfrens plan to fly n go sumwhere to watch it..heheh ni hampir2 kerja gila terlaksana..then we were so dissapointed when all the plan canceled..
then wat so happening on tht time, ada skrin besar paai projectoer kna pasang kat padang middle of mycampus...wahhh fun sioooll..ala watching final at bb,hartamas or mapley places... adedeeeeehhh... crowded but so fun...can u imagine my campus still crowded wit football fan at 2-5am..hell hell..
i can say tht italy most fav team la tht nite, but france team still got fan la here... its so disapointing when france score first in stupid bulllshit penalty...ooowhhh more thn half or the field disapointed but still not gv up..we keep cheer n yell for italy.lastly game habis with emergency time...waaaahhh its penalty shoot n we guys keep cheer n shout...keh3...ada lagi yg suda tertido2 kat pdg tu...cian mengantuk sangat but still melayan...hsil penalty shoot penentu by del piero, italy menang mlm tu...best gilerrrrr waaa budak campus aku dah hmpir terlupa yg kitorang dah pun "kembali ke sekolah"... kekekkeke....
ok lah diharap ada lagi peluang utk meraikan sesuatu yg menarik utk dikongsi bersama rakan2 just like tis nite...very very happening walaupun skrin tak cun sangat....ok lah till then, we guys hv to rest la...registration period and classes will start imediately 2mrw..till next, bye..

New sem started..

Hell man..new sem started today...its really sucks to see al the buildings..heheheh...3weeks holiday ckup ar...adoi adoi...dah la holiday seriously boring..hurmmm...today last ar aku bagun pkul 2.30pm hahahah frm now on, i gues no such thing la..
aku sampai tapi pkul 6 lebih gak arrr...aduhhh kat area cmpus pun jem siol.. dah la muke aku toye jek..dlm jem2 tu ku sempat lagi flirt kat babyboys junior baru keh3..bukan flirt ape, aku tgk muke diorng sedih jek ditinggalkan keluarge, siap lambai2 kat kereta bapak lagi..allaaa bucuk2...aku pun lambai gak kat diorng heheheh...
sampai kolej aku ada jokey tolong agkat beg..Hehe my, muh fren..wlaupun nan bebelan, ttp gak angkt smpai level3..sial jek bilik aku kat level 3 ek...trus plan2 nak kuar aaa,tgk bola konon...final worldcup pe..bb ke hartamas ni...blur laaa...nk gi 14 mst sucks giler..last skali dinner kat kolej yg usang tu hahahah!! hurmm katner nak tgk final ni...xpe nnti nak gi gegarkan level3 kolej aku..yuuhhuuuu!!! Italy italy italy..hurmmm tapi aku minat zainuddin n henry kat france..tapi kalo team, aku select italy la..ok la...smpai cni jek..tekana hidup rasa melanda bila aku kena buat bende ni kat cc..huhuhu :( terasa tau sume ni duit macam air...kalo kat umah main 25 jam sehari, 8 hari seminggu pun takpe...

hei btw..klakar gak nan budak2 yg baru masuk tu...c my siap gi sebok nan budak2 "sis sis, nak gi mane..." hukelehhh... "korang nak makan nak ke mana..?? kekekek...budak2 tu leh jawap... "k.h.a.d.i.j.a.h".. hehehehehe fullname sioll...hurmmm...harapan aku pada hari2 mendatang...jgn la ada budak manja2 kat sebelah aku..rimas aku...aku ni biasa bermanja kat org jek, tak biasa org manja kat aku..kekeke...esok registration day kot..aku harap sume dipartment yg ada kat u ni tak buat hal...ok laaa...till next entries, chow sin chie

franciscan mini reunion

7th july.. i went to mid valley,lepak with my fren la..just a bored day where we decide to buy sumthing since nextweek new sem will start..thn my fren,soraya contact, mcm best pulak dgr citer she is here to futhr study.. then i turun la escalator ni mau pi atm, i saw two girls yg ala2 hiphopers singer la ni with red shirts kunun..both pun specky..aiks like i ever noe this two girls..Oh Shit!!! its leoni...manda leonie..! then the girl at the back, man shit..!! arinut bha tht..!! kes3 i cant describe nor express my shock n hepi..kekekekekkek we just laugh2 coz so many times oredi plan to meet, xjua jadi..then tiba2 x in plan pun leh terjumpa nih...wahhh bising sialll...
then i carry on my date la, mo buy sumthing n watching muvi wit my frens..afta tht, amanda hit me back n tell me jessica oredi with them..apa lagi trus la sia pi cari diorang..!! mann jes is here, i though she stil at france...hurmmm...
skali jumpa lepak la di food junction, midvalley top level...perggghh bising sial talking abt skul skul skul..kes3 smbil ketawa2,n triak2...hairan ni org tgk..tlampaw siot..blum lagi sesi fotografi..adui berabis la bgambar...hurrmmm nnti la add pics tu k..siat pi kedai sebelah tropicana life, got wallpaper 'graffiti' there kan..apa lagi posing la kami ni..hurmmm muh fren tu, soory jadi cameraman sijak..
hehe i can say tht was most hepi day la,slama sia lepak di mall..makan muvie bowling games..tis time oh man dpt gath dgn franciscan n yg best gila2 tu buli skeping sabah bha!!!! abis la kaluar samua dogok2 pun ok maa...!! matai bha kan sasak trus ni food court oleh kami..bbaru ampat urang, balum lagi ramai...nahhh...kekekeke
then ptg tadi sia baru jak balik dari jumpa soraya di times square..best jua la walau ndak dapat lepak lama..miss her muchhh...hope she fine la,and dpt course yg dia mau..go contact her before u lost the chance, coz she in plan to go to indonesia for medic..
then we guys wish to hv reunion..for sfc students yg sedang merantau di negeri org ni..maybe a holiday la, overnite k..choices tht we hv : genting highlands, afamosa resort, sunway lagoon or where else..?? any of u hv idea where can we go for reunion holiday? hehehhe... alamak we'll discuss abt it furthr more la, lagipun financial bukan baik sgt, student maa kan.. so anyone interested to join..come on, dont think twice...all ppl are welcome.. go tell yr frens,tht u hear abt tis news k..

Fail again

i startd blog when i came here..(my place now).. what had happened to me? did i hv no one to talk vf? i love to talk to myblogs.. she understand me.. again me failed! study worst.. be kinda down girl..stupida! me versus my heart's voice.. bila rindu terkenangmu syg..terasa sayu syahdunya jiwaku..bila malam..makin kelam..jauh terbang diriku melayang..aku rindu sentuhanmu..ku rasa sayu..inginkan jiwa selubungi jiwa ini..bwku dlm pelangi..melepasi batas diri ini..
missing u damn much.. lots talk abt u till sumtime i forgot who is 'u' tht i owes talk abt..
kini hanyalah tinggal kengangan tiada kurasa dlm gengganman..hanya terdaya mengingat semula kenangan yg lalu..
i wish to do anything tht could give u back to me..if i could.. im on my knee..begging u to come back dear.. if u be my fren..im sure u will owes laugh vf me..till u be my bestfren..i noe u will never let me cry, n bring me up from a knee to u..im tired dear..n tht is enough for me, like before..not more thn tht
if i could turn back the time..i would rather stay in ur sms..not eva be in yr heart at all..be jst fren! dont let me love u more..n love me never..dont gv me hope..too many times i fall dear... i fall!! u came n hug me dear, u say im so sweet..u love my eyes..n v gonna be together forever..a simple thing is nothing, n v'll pass trough everything..but u broke me down dear..
i will let this corner in myheart..empty..let it empty dear, reserve it for u..tht part is for u..no one can replace..i will nvr let anyone even try to talk abt it..cox u stay there..n ... i dont care wat kinda title it b...love is blind..
love is not to live with dear.... but cant live without! love is not to having..but givin..love is not to taking..but to understanding.. mlove is not all abt me n my love dear..but my love is all abt u..

Love Is Blind..

forgetin u is hard to do..forget me is up to u..i hv no idea to talk abt u..i cant find my wrong nor u..all i can say is '343'... this is all happen ftr v separated far more far..do u really love me or wat..sumtime..actly owes..i dont think so..am i rite to say..u love me not..i owes asking u lastime..n u swear u loving me n u asure me u loving me..im yr princess..im not really sure izzit true or?? bt i keep loving u..u give me hope..till i hope for u..i hope to gv u everything..i try my best to do anything..do u love me? u loving 'other' where u want to change her to sumone tht u will love..open yr eyes n see..wats my fault? i come here n try to change to de better one..bt i don think tht is better for u..bt ppl say if u love sumone u want the best for them..wat had happen?
sorry to say i really2 love u fren...friendship tht v had..tears not enuf to show how much i love u n time v had been through..friendship n love..y it happen? y dont jst let me n our frnshp waiting 4 u? y must u bring me up n fly to the sky..y must u break me down?
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